F.R.I.E.N.D.S

the best of friends,

can change a frown,

into a smile,

when you feel down.

the best of friends,

will understand,

your little trials,

and lend a hand.

the best of friends,

will always share,

your secret dreams,

because they care.

the best of friends,

worth more than gold,

give all the love,

a heart can hold.

HIDAYAH. besties in standard 3 back in primary school. funniest thing was, we admired the same boy!

secondary school. BUDAK RUKUN 17. call us HALOGENS. (u know why it is if u r taking Chemistry)

met these 3 idiots in matrics. when they drive me nuts, i just love them more for being just a lil bit daring n just a lil bit quirky!

wing-mates. in matrics too. VERY happening, awesome & full of dramas. ohh they love to make so much noise!

 now univ life. another gang called TUNGGAL. never miss a laugh every single day. laughing out so loud not caring of ppl around, that's just us!  

zero luck

TERRIBLE DAY! the unluckiest! i've sighed so many times today. lost count of it. it happened dis morning. okay, lemme list them.

1 - otw to class while riding in the campus bus, there was a seat which got so much water spilled on it. didn't notice coz the seat's color is dark. i sat on it. at first i thought it was the aircond's. the last minute, i think it's choc dutch lady or coffee or smthg as it left a huge, lovely choc color traces on my pants after that. n even smell too.
2 - i sat with only 1/4 of my butt on the seat. it was really wet! wanna change to other seat, but it's damn full.
3 - no luck, they got no tissue. had just asked my friends. totally stressed thinkin bout it.
4 - little spilling of my strawberry dutch lady which i just drank, came out from its container direct towards my bag.
5 - again, no tissue.
6 - walking along the pedestrian bridge by covering my pants so hard hoping ppl won't see the stain.
7 - take another bus then. the sling of my bag slipped out suddenly from its clip when i was just about to get off the bus.
8 - grabbing fast my bag. not covering now. i felt so clumsy at that moment. while worrying of that bloody ugly-stained pants. i'm sure, ppl alrdy saw it.
9 - just after i passed my book(damn thick+heavy!) that i'm holding to ain, she started to trip. it all just happened. she's quite embarrassed coz there's so many ppl around.

there! sort of long list huh! pity ain. so sorry for that, really. i would say, it's very awful that things messed up for today. i am so done. matter fact, ain claimed that my bad luck had infected her. no! i'm not carrying any luck.pls. but just for today. TODAY okay. so, blame me for nothing! haha. when i think it all back, it was kinda funny anyway.LOL. whatevr it is, i had my day today. :D

without u baby..

it was such a long time i've been away. poor my bloggie, sorry i didn't update u. just because i'm having my BABY (lappy) broken down for bout 5 days and it's i-don't know-how-much damage dis lappy has gone through n me too. we've gone through a lot rite, baby? yeah, i'm getting trouble to search for someone who can repair cuz i'm so lazy to bring it to Acer centre. haha.okay, slap me u lappy sweetheart! if i could, i'd do it myself. of course then i'll become like Si Luncai Yang Membaiki Labu. haha.


yay! thank god, i could finally find my first option by dropping it for checkings n some services to the technician in our school. i'm glad that he offered to help. i can see he's kinda busy but yeah, he's willing to give his hand. the problems all started when i inserted my hard disk. n i played a dvd. my mistake, i copied the dvd to save into the hard disk when i was supposed to rip it. duhh! that's total moron. why couldn't i read the label first?? it's DVD u moron! well, he did do some helpings. thanks to him. but, i think it's temporary. i hv my instinct that it's gonna happen again. i mean the damages. 

for now, my baby is feeling better. however, she's still sick. there's a few lil damages which make me feel annoyed. first, the hard disk indicator is still blinking, which means it's still running but gees i'm not even insert it. then the scroller of the touchpad doesn't working tho. next is when i'm volume up, it doesn't appear on the screen. think it might hv smthg to do with the setting, idk. nvm, i'll try to take care of her as much as i can. hoping u'll get well soon, baby!
                                                                                                                                      with love ♥

all for TOMORROW!

now i'm in the comp lab. need to stop breathing for a moment. ahhh...~ supermassive work loads! can't sit straight. idk what's going on to me today but i can't feel the ground anymore. okay. first thing, TOMORROW, one assignment of Mathematical Methods needs to be submitted. fucking tough i don't even understand the questions!! next, there's gonna be 3 tests for TOMORROW. damn it. that's a lot. have to prepare for english test TOMORROW. math methods test TOMORROW. programming test TOMORROW. but just few min ago our tutor, Marilyn announced there'll be no programming test. luckily. wuhoooo! i wanna scream like hell..!! funny. i just remembered. know what? my course-mate like to call her Marilyn Manson. which is no way it suits her because she's so cute and gentle. aww.she must be proud that i mention her in my entry. it's even in the second post! thank god anyway. one burden reduced at least. i hope i'll be better TOMORROW. c'mon u go girl! u got the spirit! :D hey when did i start to have wisdom like dis? aha. not inspiring enough was it? 

who's that fella?

hey there! hi earth ppl..! imma newbie 'ere. well. i've to say that this is my first time getting involve in this bloggie thingy. it just happened, u know. i'm addicted to reading others' page so i think i might start to write one. i'm kinda excited. not kinda. SUPER excited! gosh.i feel so good. having this medium to express feelings, makes me more relieved cause things hadn't be so easy for the past few days including today. orally, i'm not actually good, so it's such a great way for me to pour all things out into words. this could be like a diary or jurnal, isn't it? ;)

let me introduce myself. wth? it should be the first thing! okay.let me start again. for the first part, yeah u can see my name as written at the bottom there. u can call me Juwa. at first i found it lame when my aunt suddenly came up with that name for her lil daughter to call me but i like it then. Najwa would be okay. but Hanis? nahh.that doesn't come into my preference. Wawa? urghh so weird. sounds girlish. unacceptable. enough of names, moving on. 


currently i'm studying in USM. so i'm staying in penang, it's my first year of second semester. taking comp sc course, which i'm not really like. that's one of asshole craps that ever occured to me. wish i could turn it around but seems like i've been destined to get into this place. crap oh crap. seriously. my future wouldn't even follow my ambition. i wanted to be an accountant. hell i'm going into science stream. duhh. so ppl, stop being so ambitious.LOL JK. u can. but it's everyone's fate, so depends. i guess i'm not fortunate enough. still, i'm glad. cause i've many friends ere. dude, they rock! sempoi + fun. besides the environment's nice. one thing is, it's quite far to reach home when there's semester break. i wish i could bring my dad's mini cooper. cute car isn't it? but my dad said that he would only let me bring it on my 3rd year. really have to wait patiently until berjanggut semua.haha. or maybe, i could make puppy face to dad, begging him, giving lame excuses n stuff. as if it's working. never will.

supposedly i have assignments to be done and now we're talking bout THE PRESENT. urgh i hate reality. but yeah, relaxing ere spending time on writing some unimportant things rather than finishing any work. well that's just me. whatta lazybump! need to stop procrastinating.

i think i'd better stop for awhile. guess u haven't know me much. i'll be writing more and u'll get to know me.
                                                                                                                                                          make ♥ , not war. x0x0 :))